my mom died this year in August she died on my sister's birthday and was buried on mine. My sister and I were close to her but I feel like I was a little closer because she depended on me alot. I have 2 brothers but have not seen them since the funeral. It seems to me instead of getting easier or better I seem to be getting worse. I have lost interest in everything. When I get home from work I just want to lay in bed and read a book. My husband has been very supportive by doing the cooking, cleaning and taking care of our children. I feel that his patience is running low lately. He has tried taking me out dancing, renting movies, asking me what I would like to do. I just don't know what to do because I cannot seem to get interested in anything. I don't want to jeopardize my relationship with my husband but I don't know how to move past this. My sister cannot understand either because she has grieved and still does some times but she does not let it get her down. She goes out with friends dancing and having fun. I can't even go the cemetary to see my mom because just the thougt of going and my stomach starts to hurt. I have been there but only like 4 or five times. PLease someone who has been through this please tell me what i can do do get past this before my marriage suffers more that it has already.
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