My life seems to be very hard lately and I really need my mom. I seems so hard to copy without her. She was my rock. I was her caretaker and she lived with me. We always had a rocky relationship (the last year we got along really well), I didn't expect here death to hit me so hard. Even though we had our problems, she was the one person who would always be there for me. I was doing ok at first (she died in July) and now it seems it hit me hard in the last couple of months. I don't even want to think about mothers day. I feel like I am noones child, my dad died in 2005, I wonder if I will be hurting the rest of my life?
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