It didn't hit me until I read Rachele's post header "Things don't feel right" - I've had a history of something usually going wrong around July 4th and Labor Day weekend for years. Without noticing until I read Rachele's post, I realized it's happening again. I'm having major problems with my tenant / friend who's been helping me with Mom and after she died. Big issues, I don't know how they'll resolve - but suddenly I'm totally alone where before I had some help/company. We were support mechanisms for one another. Had a bad weekend, have no kitchen sink (thanks to my friend) and missing my mother. It's lonely in these rooms without her - I've found myself crying on the section of the couch where she used to sit before getting sick. Thanks for listening - I just needed to talk.
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