I just needed to post so I could say this to people who understand. I still can't get get over the fact my mom is gone. It does not seem real. AT ALL! I just cant get my mind around it. I know it's true - I saw it happen but for some reason I feel like my heart and mind wont like it in all the way. It is kinda driving me crazy. It's one of those things that happens to other people. Not to us. If she called me right now I would not be shocked. It just so does not seem real. How could it be real. I never thought anything like this could happen to my mom. Even after they told us she was stage 4 I would sit there and look at her and think "she's not going to die, she's my mom". I think I still might be in shock?
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