It seems like I am crumbling under the weight of grief. I have been completely devastated and almost non-functional for two straight weeks. It hasn't been this bad for this long since Mom died 6 months ago. I just can't come out of this despair, I don't want to do anything but sleep! The house is a disaster and I don't care! None of my brothers called me on Mother's Day which just crushed me. They all live in GA and could not care less what I am going through alone because they have each other! (It's always been that way. Now it just cuts deeper cause Mom is gone) I was hoping my MIL would at least call and check up on me and it killed me when she didn't. I feel utterly alone and lost without Mom! I am starting to feel desperate for any contact from her. The anxiety is turning into depression. I am exhausted from all of the emotion. Is anyone else going through a rough spell? How long does this last? I am longing for the days of denial when I was just numb.
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