I lost my precious mom 2 weeks ago today. She was a healthy 73 year old woman who died suddenly from a pulmonary embolism. I cry all the time, am depressed, cannot sleep, and feel so guilty. I feel like my life is over because she is gone. I don't know what to do. My sister said I need to get myself together for our dad, who has heart problems, yet I need to grieve! I am a single 51 yr old woman, who moved in with my parents, and am extremly close to both of them. Unlike my sister who has a wonderful husband and 3 children who are very supportive, I feel alone! She was my best friend, we shopped together, we did everything together, and now I feel so lost without her. I have wonderful supportive friends, yet, I just want to hide. I am not really ready to completely face the world. I am not looking forward to mothers day, because I know that day will SUCK! Thank you for listening. I need to go cry.
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