Well Mothers day has come and gone and I made it through. My boyfriend and I went to my brother in law's sister's house and had a barbeque. We just called it a barbeque and didn't mention mothers day. I did make my sister a family potatoe receipe that was my mom's favorite. My sister loves it also but for some reason she can't make it. The day went better than I expected and I feel terrible like I should have stayed home and mourned for my mom. How can I be so unfeeling that I could be ok on my first mothers day without mom. My friend called to check on me to see how I was doing and I was ok spending time with my nephews and sister. I do wish my mom could see how much the boys changed in less than a year. They made her so happy. She loved being a "Nana". Am I a terrible person for being ok yesterday? I feel like that.
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