It will be 3 years in August that my mom passed and somehow on a daily basis, I still get up crying...I can't stop. I try to do things that keeps me busy, but it seems like my thoughts are always on her. I feel so worthless and empty inside without being able to talk to her or to visit. I'm taking meds for my depression and it's too early for this new med that I'm on, I just want to stop crying and feeling like crap all the time. I try to be strong, but I get weak a lot of the time and it's just hard right now for me. I think this is the time that she was in the hospital and the doctors told me that it wasn't anything else that they could do for her, they had tried every kind of med on her to treat the breast cancer and it was working so they release her into hospice. I remember that day like it was yesterday and it just tears me apart.
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