I'm having the hardest time lately describing how I feel. My Mom died on March 16, 2008. I think I had this feeling that once everything calmed down things would go back to normal? Does that make sense? I'm not sure if I'm explaining myself well. It's just that lately it's hitting me so hard she is really gone and not coming back. It hits so hard, so quick and I think THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING, I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED. I would hear about people losing a parent & I think I must have somehow thought that would not happen to me or at least not until Mom was much older. She wasn't even sick, it all just happened too fast, I think my head is still spinning from it. I'm just having a really hard day today. THANKS for listening.
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