Tonight I have to say that I wish my mom were here. My nerves are shot all to hell. My cousin (my moms brothers son) called me crying telling me he lost his job because he has been out of work for 90 days on medical leave. I couldn't take it. My mom would usually yeild these calls. So I told my husband we had to do something so he could get his medication and have food in his house. So my husband being the sweetheart that he is becoming said ok. So I went and bought some groceries for my cousin and then gave him $100 for his medication. I wish I could have done more but I couldn't. It just breaks my heart to hear a family member is in need. We don't have lots of money but we had to help for my sanity. I couldn't have slept if I thought he was in need of his medication. It wasn't that long ago he was in the hospital for his heart and it is a major concern if he doesn't have his meds. Anyways....I just wish my mom were here because she was much stronger than I am and she would have done the same thing I did but wouldn't have let it tear her up inside as much as it does me. I worry too much I guess and even though I know he will have his medication this month I worry about next month and don't know what my situation will be next month and if I would be able to help. Please pray for my cousin so that something will come through for him with disability or some kind of help because right now I honestly don't think he is able to work.
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