It's been 18 months that mom has gone. I'm so grief stricken lately, I wonder if I'll ever find healing. I can't stop crying. It's been all day. Some days are bad like that. Usually, at night or the weekend when I don't have the other crap of life going on. I miss my mom terribly. I want so bad to connect with her again. I miss her smile, laughter and being with her. My hands are shaking so much today. I've never experienced some of these emotional and physical reactions. Even dreams, nightmares are haunting me. I can't find peace!
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