I am truely having a hard time right now with mom's 1 yr. anniversary this week. I find myself crying at the drop of a hat and sometimes have trouble stopping the crying. I am deperately turning to anyone i can for support, however sometimes being judged for my feelings. Again, I am told that it was my mother's time to go and nothing the doctors did would have changed that. That hurts so much, whether it is true or not. Firstly, I am not at the stage of my grief to accept that it was her time. Secondly, even if it was her time, the doctors had no right to dismiss her and my family the way they did. I think I have every right to feel the way I do. This 1 year anniversary is painful enough, without having to be judged and told what is best to feel and do. Just hurting so bad.
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