wow!!! it will be one year on the 18th that i lost mom and dad. where has the time gone?? im not sure, im a year older, my youngest graduated high school,and i became a orphan in one day.im not angry,never really was. i understand that we all will die, someday i will leave my family. that part of living and loving, is also dying and hurting. i miss my parents so very much,and at the same time life goes on,right now my 5 year old granddaughter is here and being a normal 5 yr old, shes playing. my main thing through out all that has happened is why. why did they have to die together? why couldent i have lost them one at a time? i know gods will is not mine,and he will not put more on me than i can bear... but why?? i will never know that answer. you know i have no regrets on how i treated mom and dad, i was always there to help them any time of day or night.my one thing i wish i could of had was to say good bye.i never got that. i had said good bye to them last time i talked to them, but i did not know it was forever. mom and dad i miss you so very much, i know you are not suffering,and some day i hope to see you in heaven. all lately i can think of is you both,i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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