It's finally happening, and I'm not liking it. I'm crying - and crashing. Things not good here, dear friends. I really needed some sign from my Mom and for some reason today, it seems I'm losing it - I'm crashing. Perhaps the aftermath of Mother's Day - but I don't know. I couldn't get dressed today - not unusual anymore. Had possible job offer call me but today their phone's not working (weather?). I do know I'm crashing, and I don't know what to do. Every day is different now. The only thing predictable now is that my house is going downhill, and so am I. Clutter and dust everywhere - I want to clean but can't. I just like I'm losing it. I'm sorry.
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