I can't stop crying, I miss her so much. It is getting more and more difficult to remember every detail about her. I feel like she is slipping away from me even more with every passing day. It's been 6 months and it hurts so badly. She is always at the top of my mind. If I'm not crying then I always feel like I am on the verge of tears. The emotional PAIN is killing me. Life is just empty. My heart literally hurts. I can't stand to be social anymore, I am just a shell of who I used to be. Why is this getting harder? Why can't I get better? Even looking at Mothers and Daughters together makes me so upset! If it's getting worse with time, then I feel like there's no hope! I can't take it anymore. Please tell me that we aren't all going to hurt forever!
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