Today makes 4 months since losing my mom to cancer. I thought I was handling it pretty well until I went to her grave this past Sunday. I bought her a white rose and laid a small note on her head stone. I usually talk a little with her and tell her how much I miss her. Then when I got in the car I just broke down and couldn't stop crying. I cried for the all the time I've lost with her. I cried for all those moments I can never get back. I stayed in the car crying for 20 solid minutes. I couldn't even see the road in front of me. I felt the same pain I felt on that first day. I know I will always feel this way but it was very unnerving because I thought I was doing so well. Even laughing and smiling again. This just came way out of left field. Has anyone else had this happen? I just need someone to tell me everything's gonna be alright.
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