Since losing my Mom so suddenly in March, I am experiencing such a feeling of being lost. Before all of this, there was a point somewhere where I truly felt like I knew who I was and life made sense. Now, I feel lost, like I'm not sure who I am anymore and not much makes sense about this world as it once did. I feel stuck, nothing has affected me like this before. People say it will get better but what do I do in the meantime? My faith, husband and preschool job have been my foundation. I should be thankful, and I am, so why do I still feel this way?
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