After being back at work for a little over a month now, this week I had a TOTAL breakdown...Not a crying thing, an anger think! I swore and hit my desk at my office so hard I thought the hinges would come off!!! I'm so f***g pissed off like you wouldn't believe. And then the next minute, I feel like a lump of nothing!! I have a very stressful and demanding job and sometimes I think I can't go on.. I don't sleep and when I do I have nightmares...Yet i wake up everymorning and keep going..50 60 hour weeks..and i'm afraid of myself and that I will do something crazy at work..this week my friend told me to go to the doctors and get a note to take a medical leave of absence...depression basicly..But what will I do at home??? Anywyas, i think mom would be against this but right now I'm at the end of my rope and i don't know what to do about this???
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