I lost my mom to cancer a mere 5 months ago and I haven't really had a dream about her. I was doing real well in coping with my lost when I had a horrible dream last night. I dreamed my mom made it through the cancer and was alive and well. We even spoke about her hair growing back and how she won at bingo. It was so real and didn't have any of the strange characteristics of a dream. I hugged her and told her how much I loved her. She smiled at me and showed me how to cook one of her recipies. And then I woke up and in those brief moments between sleep and awake, I realized it was a dream and my mom was gone. I began to cry and cry and all I wanted to do was to go back to sleep and see my mom again. "If this be a dream, then let me never wake. If I am awake, then let me never sleep." It was a great dream but it was terrible at the same time.
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