Good morning ladies...5 months ago today my mommy past...I can't believe it's been almost half a year...without seing her...I miss her soo and everymonth this flippin anniversary drives me crazy...everymonth I dread the 26th...Here it is again...I'm still numb, still in shock I believe...I can't cry anymore..Haven't in a long time. I just can't go there. If I hear a song that makes me sad, I skipped it or turn off the radio. I'm not sure where I'm supposed to go from here?? Is there anywhere to go? What to do...I'm sitting here thinking 5 months..wow..I made it this far but can't possibly imagine making it another month let alone 5 more!! I keep telling myself "she'll never be here again" but at the same time I feel like she's on vacation? She'll be back soon?? I think I'm in denial..Is this making sense??? This is sooo weird! Help! Anyone feeling like this?? Like everything that happened is just a very very bad dream??? Nadya
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...