Good morning ladies...5 months ago today my mommy past...I can't believe it's been almost half a year...without seing her...I miss her soo and everymonth this flippin anniversary drives me crazy...everymonth I dread the 26th...Here it is again...I'm still numb, still in shock I believe...I can't cry anymore..Haven't in a long time. I just can't go there. If I hear a song that makes me sad, I skipped it or turn off the radio. I'm not sure where I'm supposed to go from here?? Is there anywhere to go? What to do...I'm sitting here thinking 5 months..wow..I made it this far but can't possibly imagine making it another month let alone 5 more!! I keep telling myself "she'll never be here again" but at the same time I feel like she's on vacation? She'll be back soon?? I think I'm in denial..Is this making sense??? This is sooo weird! Help! Anyone feeling like this?? Like everything that happened is just a very very bad dream??? Nadya
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