i don't why i was thinking about this, i guess because people say memories live on forever and that my mom will always be here. But, she won't, i won't. After i die, if i have kids, they'll remember me, if i'm lucky enough, my grand-kids, but, that's about all. My kids won't ever get to meet their grandma. I never got to meet 3 out of 4 grandparents, I only met my dads mom, and, i don't remember her. I just, i don't want that to happen to mom. I can't believe my kids are never gonna meet her. I want her to be a big part of their lives but she never will be. I just miss my mom and it's killing me. Only one more week of work left. I wish it could be different. I just miss my mom so much.
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