My dad called me last night and told me that my mom is not expected to live past the next couple days. I am so numb right now. I lost it last night and was worried that I would have to be hospitalized for my baby's sake (I'm 8 months pregnant). I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know if I can handle being at the house when she dies, and I don't know if I can handle being at my house when she dies. I don't know where to be. I am scared that if I am there, I will lose control and something will happen to my baby. What am I supposed to do? She is the greatest woman I know. I told her that if I am half the woman that she is, then I will be a great wife and mother. There is no one who compares to her in my eyes. I know that I have to let her go because she is ready to go home, but how do I get through this? I am falling apart in side, and I don't know what to do.
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