i dont get it......if there is a god then why would he take someone so suddnely...without warning? someone who did nothing but gave everything to her family and friends....why??? it doesnt make sense. how am i meant to continue on with life without her.....whats going to happen when i get married, have kids, buy a house....who am i meant to go to? i have nothing. i hate watching my friends with their mothers.... or even talking about them... i hate this so much. if there was warning maybe i would have been able to say everything i needed to say but now i just feel empty. the house is empty. its just getting worse and worse and its only been 2 weeks. i even hate being around people. :-(
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