my mum died in my arms 14 years ago she was ill but just how ill she was no one knew, my mum had many things wrong including as-math, heart disease ,diabetes, arthritis and undiagnosed breast lumps. i woke that morning at 6 am and heard my mum trying to get her breath she was having another as math attack i got her meds and helped her she recovered and i went to make her a cup of tea i gave her the rest of her morning medications and decided to lye down again as i had felt ill myself and i was tired an hour later i woke to the most horrible noise a gargling noise i shouted to my mum to ask was she OK but i got no reply i jumped out of bed and went into her room she was lying on her back foaming at the mouth her eyes were odd one pupil was blown her breathing was laboured i phoned for help my brother and an ambulance were therein minutes but it was too late a few minutes before they arrived my mother took her last breath in my arms, it was 14 years ago but in the middle of the night it seams like yesterday, i had to get married without her, I had my babies without her we buried my niece with her. i miss her so much everyday, i would love to ask her so much my children are both autistic and would of loved to know their grand mother but all i can do is tell them how much she would of loved them if she had of known them, DOE'S THE PAIN I FEEL EVER GO AWAY????
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