my mothers is an inspiration.she has taught me exactly what not to do with my children.my children will not be burdened with the devestating memories that haunt me. my experience has brought reality to my doorstep.my childhood dream was to be their mother and i will never run away like my mother did. My children will play and be free of worries.they will have nice clothes, good shoes and to many toys.they won't go hungry because i spent my last $ on beer.anything my mother did to me, i will not doto my children.