I'm new to this, like a lot of people on here and I'm not sure how one writes an anonymous post about their feelings on a support group site. I guess I'll just jump right in: in 2014 my mom passed away from liver cancer but was diagnosed with hep c 8 years before. My family and I tried many treatments but nothing cured the hepatitis c and the inevitability of death became very real when she was diagnosed with cancer and her liver began to fail. During this time my husband left me and the rest of my family was in the dark about what to do. My mom was our backbone and my person. Before I knew it two years had passed and I still hadn't talked to anyone about it. This wasn't an issue until recently, when my boyfriend began to point out these extremely bizarre and random mood swings where I would be severely sad or angry for days and I couldn't figure out why. I know I'm not alone in this, but I feel so alone and unaware of what to do... Sometimes it feels cruel for life to go on without her and I feel like talking to anyone in person would be too difficult. I've been through a lot of difficult times in my life and I've persevered but I'm not sure how to deal with this.
Welcome to the group Remiah, I'm happy to have you here. Feel free to comment or post any time.
James 4:1-3 New Life Version (NLV)4 What starts wars and fights among you? Is it not because you want many things and are fighting to have them? 2 You want something you do not have, so you kill. You want something but cannot get it, so you fight for it. You do not get things because you do not ask for them. 3 Or if you do ask, you do not receive because your reasons for asking are wrong. You...