I'm new to this, like a lot of people on here and I'm not sure how one writes an anonymous post about their feelings on a support group site. I guess I'll just jump right in: in 2014 my mom passed away from liver cancer but was diagnosed with hep c 8 years before. My family and I tried many treatments but nothing cured the hepatitis c and the inevitability of death became very real when she was diagnosed with cancer and her liver began to fail. During this time my husband left me and the rest of my family was in the dark about what to do. My mom was our backbone and my person. Before I knew it two years had passed and I still hadn't talked to anyone about it. This wasn't an issue until recently, when my boyfriend began to point out these extremely bizarre and random mood swings where I would be severely sad or angry for days and I couldn't figure out why. I know I'm not alone in this, but I feel so alone and unaware of what to do... Sometimes it feels cruel for life to go on without her and I feel like talking to anyone in person would be too difficult. I've been through a lot of difficult times in my life and I've persevered but I'm not sure how to deal with this.
So months back I posted this in the first creative group before i left DS and returned to make this group again. I thought it was a work in progress but every time i go back to do progress , i dont do it. I suspect it isnt a work in progress any,ore, but a finished piece. What do you think?
Welcome to the group Veronica77! Feel free to comment and post whenever you like.. hope you feel encouraged and welcome in our group