That's how I feel, like there is a whole in my heart. It happened on December 21, 2006 at 9:32 am. She was hit head-on by a drunk driver. He lived. My mom and my brother died. Its like there's times when I can't get up out of bed. That, I want to fall to my knees and cry all day. I even think about suicide. More than I should. Is there any end to this feeling? What should I do? My friends saw "buck up" or "be a man" but they have their mom and dad. I don't have one. I want to die today. But I have my brothers. And they depend on me. I got to go now and wash up for dinner. Bye.
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