I'M ANGRY, SO ANGRY AND FED UP. THIS DISEASE HAS RUINED MY LIFE! I'M TIRED OF WAITING FOR THE USELESS CDC TO PUT OUT THEIR RESULTS FOR MORGELLONS. I'M SICK OF DOCTOR AFTER DOCTOR INORING MY SYMPTOMS. I HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, THEY DIDN'T TREAT ME FOR. I HAVE A KNOT IN MY STOMACH THAT IS PAINFUL WHEN I WALK. DID THEY BOTHER TO SEND ME FOR A CAT SCAN - NO! WHEN THEY TOLD ME THE THINGS COMING OUT OF THE POCKETS OF SWELLING WAS KERATIN, I ASKED IF ASKED IF IT CAUSED SWELLING, SHE SAID NO BUT DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK INTO IT. NOW MY KIDNEYS ARE LEAKING PROTEIN AFTER MONTHS OF TELLING DOCS OF LOWER BACK, ABDOMINAL AND HIP PAIN, COUNTLESS UTI'S KIDNEY INFECTIONS, AND KIDNEY STONES. NOW MY 14 YEAR OLD HAS IT. MOSTLY I'M PISSED ABOUT THE BABIES(BOTH BORN AND UNBORN), CHILDREN, AND TEENAGERS THAT ARE TOO YOUNG FOR THIS DISGUSTING ABOMINATION. IF ADULTS LIKE US HAVE A HARD TIME COPING, I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING AN INFANT OR TODDLER AND NOT BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS OR UNDERSTAND WHAT IS WRONG. I AM DISGUSTED AND I CANNOT COPE ANYMORE. MY HAIR IS FALLING OUT, MY TOENAILS, KIDNEY PROBLEMS, 5 DAYS WITH A HEADACHE, AND MENTAL ANGUISH ARE WAY TOO MUCH TO BEAR. WHAT IS IT GOING TOT TAKE FOR SOMEONE TO WAKE THE F*&K UP AND HELP US?!?!? OH, MY MEMORY MUST BE GOING BECAUSE I FORGOT THAT THEY JUST DON'T CARE. IF THIS CAN HAPPEN TO ME IT CAN HAPPEN TO ANYONE, I'M SOMEONES CHILD, WIFE, MOTHER, FRIEND, NEIGHBOR JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. SO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE A CHANCE TO HELP BUT CHOOSE NOT TOO, GOVERNMENT AND DOCTORS ALIKE, YOU'LL BELIEVE IT WHEN IT HAPPENS TO YOU OR SOMEONE IN YOUR FAMILY. UNTIL THEN THANKS ALOT FOR NOTHING WHILE THOUSANDS SUFFER WHILE THOUSANDS MORE ARE INFECTED EVERYDAY. IT'S A DAMN SHAME WHEN YOU HAVE TO RELY ON YOURSELF FOR TREATMENT JUST TO FEEL HALFWAY NORMAL, NOT EVEN A CURE. I KEEP THIS ALL IN BUT I'M TIRED OF WHAT OTHERS THINK, THIS IS HOW I FEEL AND I'D RATHER DIE BEING ASSUMED CRAZY, RATHER THAN FEEL LIKE A COWARD FOR BEING AFRAID TO SPEAK UP FOR THAT SAME REASON.
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