I'm having a lot of issues right now. I'm depressed and anxious and having problems going to work. I live on the East Coast but really want to move back to the West Coast to be with my family. My grandmother has alzheimers and I feel guilty that my mother is dealing with it without me there. If the economy wasnt' the way it was, I would just pick up and move home, but know I feel as though there is no chance of finding a job. I have a good job here, just no life, connections, friends, or happiness. The depression is getting worse. I jsut don't know what to do anymore. The only positive thing is that for the first time i have actually lost my appetite. I'm not binging--think it is the meds I'm on--but no weight loss. I've taken a couple of days off to get a grip of myself but I have got to go back to work and try to act normal.
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