This past week my fiance's sister, husband, and new baby boy had to come and stay with us because there house was undergoing repairs and they had no where else to go. My fiance let them in with open arms but I have literally not slept since they arrived. I hear the baby crying and I cry, she comes to my room and just hands him off to me and I cry, and to top it off I am now having dreams of the baby we lost... I close my eyes and I start to nod off and I feel our lost angel in my arms plus I hear baby cries everywhere I turn. I just can't stand to be around her and going home is a dread. Is that normal? On the spin they left last night but her best friend which happens to be friend's with the family came to help them gather their things and she let us know she is pregnant... what the heck? Seriously I just want to scream, yell, and cry but I feel that there is no time for me to behave irrationally and it is eating me up. Am I a bad person to feel this way? Does anybody else get like this around pregnant people, babies, or children?
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