I get so frustrated with everything. If Jay makes a mess. If I feel like I am not getting enough attention. I want to be with him and the next second I want to be alone. I have noticed I am getting more moody with him everyday. I don't want to push him away but I don't want to feel like this either. I hate this feeling. I don't know how to stop it. How do I make this feeling go away? I know I am afraid of trusting anyone but for the first time in my life, I know I have someone who really loves me.
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