I cannot even close my eyes tonight to try to go to sleep. Everytime I do I see Nicholas's little hands, feet and his beautiful little face. I just wanna cry all the time. I WANT MY BABY BACK DARNIT!!!! Why did this have to happen. Why why why? I am also afraid to go to the Doctor on Friday cause that is where we lost Nicholas. Plus I am having a Vaginal Ultra Sound done to make sure everything is ok. I am praying I don't have to have a D and C.Again why does this have to hurt so much??
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