Here lately i have been talking none stop about my first son Alex even though he didnt make it I find myself talking about as if he did.I keep saying he will be four in april.He would be doing this.Everyone tells me I shouldnt bring him up.He is a part of my past thought should be kept a secret.I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM!Thats what keeps him alive to me.I miss him so bad.Why cant it be talked about?What makes it so bad to talk about my lil angel?What isnt a realty that most people dont want to hear about?I am sorry for this I guess I just needed to vent it off.Thanks
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