So today was my OB appointment, which was supposed to be my first prenatal appointment, but was now my f/u after miscarriage appointment. I walked in immediately got depressed..what do you know?? EVERYONE IS FRIGGIN PREGNANT!! It gets better though. I walked in the back found out im losing weight because when I lost the baby, my appetite went out the window too. I finally get in the room and the Nurse started asking questions....Firstly being "How do you know you lost the baby??" Hmm well lets see you stupid b***h This is my second one and Since i knew i was pregnant when i was awoken at 6 am with all of the pains and bleeding...You kinda know somethings wrong!!But wait why didnt she ask me how I knew I was pregnant for sure in the first place?? Aww Heck, she must have thought I was faking it!!! Because my beta numbers dropped significatly (almost 0 now) wasnt enough proof for you, right?!?! She was treating me (and my love) like we were children, About 14 years old trying to have a baby..How awful is that? Im still not allowed to choose what I want in my own life...dang i thought after i turned 21 all this s**t would stop. I cant stop bawling and She said we have to wait 3 more months until we can try again since this is my 2nd miscarriage, but we didnt get pregnant until 10 months after our first Angel, did i really expect myself to get pregnant in 3 months?? No!! My regular doctor said wait 1 cycle so Im going back to her..screw that OB and the b***hes that follow her!! Sorry I had to vent I was coping with it really good, until today. Sorry this is so long, Im just going crazy.
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