I want another child so badly.I know it will happen when God wants it to happen.For some people having sex after a misscarriage hurts deeply,and crying is the only way you know how to react.Some people are not ready for intimacy,because that's what the brain,and heart are saying.The hormones tell a different story.I feel like I am on a time clock.I have to have another child before I am 30.That gives me 3 1/2 years.The biological clock never lies;it's knowing when to trust it--if that makes any sense.Knowing the gender helped me deal with alot of issues,and I know that when I do have a baby,boy or girl I will be ,and feel complete inside and out.For those who don't really understand what that feels like to want something so badly you ache inside,and out,then you really shouldn't comment on something you know absolutely noyhing about.You will know in your heart when you are ready to have another child.When you do have your child your emptiness will slowly go away.You will always miss the baby you lost,but you will honor him/her,by giving your other children a wonderful life.
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