I had a miscarriage only 1 week ago. I was 11w3d. So close to the "safe point." I feel so empty. I am so angry and have no one to be angry at. I feel like such a failure. That was my baby, it was my job to carry it and nurture it and I failed. I failed my husband, my family. I can't stop crying. Everynight I cry, I wake up in the middle of night and cry, I get up in the morning and cry. I have 2 beautiful boys, 8 years and 5 months. I need to be strong for them, but who will be strong for me. I have to go back to work on Wed. I can't bear facing all those people. I just want to crawl in a whole and never come out. I don't know how to move on. How to stop the hurting. Please help me!!!
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