Okay so for those who dont know I have a beautiful little boy who is 4 and since having him I have had 2 miscarriages 1 in feb 2009 and the other sept 2011.. this last one has hit me really hard and it just gets harder every month since then when my period comes confirming I am not pregnant.. I have been having a lot of issues and fear lately with something possibly beeing wrong with me. Well last month one of my close friends told me she was pregnant and I know her being my friend I should be happy but the opposite has happend.. I have completely shut down. I use to talk to her everyday and now sometimes we dont even talk for a week and when we do i dont mention anything about her being pregnant but at the end of our conversation im so upset and I cry and just want to crawl in bed and pretend this isnt really happening to me!!! so my question is what do I do? If i keep talking to her I will spend my days a complete wreck. And if I dont talk to her I will have lost a friend?
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