Well ladies, tomorrow is dooms day in my world...The D&C is scheduled for 8:15am and just 30 short minutes later my pregnancy will truly be over. I have maintained a strong front for the most part, I believe because I know that is impossible to truly grieve my baby while it still sleeps in my womb. I know that you all can empathize with the monumental pain I am in and that gives me so much comfort. I am so grateful for the love and support I have received in just the last few days--you all are truly a blessing. If I can ask a favor of you all...wherever you are in the world if you could send up a wish for my peace to whatever or whoever you believe in I would be grateful. Thank you.
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