So, I tried to go back to the gym today. It's been about 3 1/2 weeks since I had to deliver my baby boy at 19 weeks. Physically I'm feeling ok. I used to work out 4-5 days a week, even when pregnant. Anyway, I get to the gym, ready to go and I see this woman, who I didn't even know, but I remember her face b/c I've seen her at the gym before. As I see her face, what else do I notice? Her pregnant stomach. I remember the last time I saw her she didn't look pregnant. Then it hit me...we would have probably been around the same due date. There she was happy and pregnant, exercising on the elliptical and then there's me, not pregnant and trying to get back to "normal" whatever that is, and definitely not happy. I lost it. I had to leave. So, that's got me bummed out right now. Anyway, I just needed to share. Thanks!
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