I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm 7 1/2 wks pregnant. I've had 2 m/c's - with one I was violently sick for 16 weeks but no bleeding. I had an u/s which showed only a collapsing sac. Had a D&C. With the 2nd m/c I wasn't sick at all and was bleeding lightly for over a month before I had a natural m/c just after an u/s showed my baby had died at 6 wks (I was 10 wks). This time I've been spotting brownish/reddish yucky discharge off and on since week 4. I was terribly sick wks 5 & 6, but the sickness has tapered off. No u/s until June 5. My doctor says there's nothing to be done until the u/s. The waiting is killing me. I so want this baby, but at the same time, if things aren't right, I just want this to be over.
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