Well I didnt go to the ultra sound as it was canceled for some strange reason. Well today I started to bleed heavily and passed a few blood clots. So Im done. Im done worrying and Im just going to accept that I most likely lost the baby. They want me to come in on thursday, I say whats the use? Really why should I go? So they can say uh, yeah Heather, there is no baby, blah blah blah. Im tired and I just want this all to end. I really dont want a baby anymore. Im to tired.
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