I had a miscarriage yesterday. I coughed and the baby came out inside my underwear. I could see its eyes and buds for hands. My doctor told me to put it inside a box or jar. I did and put it in the fridge where she said to put it. We are going to have it cremated today but I cannot open up the fridge. Every time I go near the kitchen I have a panic attack and puke. I cant do it. Im afraid of the fridge. I feel like im going crazy. I want to scream or kill or tear up the walls. I cant get my baby out of there. What will I do? I cant have it inside the fridge for long. I jsut cant do it. The fear that wells up inside of me is taking over me. My husband cant seem to do it eather. We just sit looking at the fridge and we both get sick. We are no help to each other right now. We both have no strength. What can I do? SOmeone please help me.
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