Well this is the second time trying to type this. The last few weeks have been so crappy. Rich has had so many doctor appointments and we still don't have any answers. It looking like he is going to have to have a spinal tap. We are both going crazy we just want to know which is making us moody which is making us fight. To top it all off I go next week to have all the tests done on my cervix to see if that is the reason I lost Nolan. And if nothing could get any worst we have family and friends asking when we are going to try again. GRRRRRR. I have enough stress as it is. Sorry this is a downer I just needed to get this off my chest.
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