I am in denial. Dont know if its normal. Sixth misscarriage happening now. Not getting any younger. Wasn't going to get my hopes up, but I did. Wasn't going to get excited, but I was. Not going to get attatched, already picked out names. Feel like a failure. No insurance. Cant pay for a specialist, my OB IS giving up on me, so I am giving up on me too. Husband is unemotional about the miscarriages. They get easier and easier for him, and harder and harder for me. One thing I know because I figured it out myself is that my progesterone is low, which has caused some thyroid issues. This is all I know that might be causing problems. Still hopeing against hope that hcg levels went down because of vanishing twin. That all the blood is just a twin that passed and that there is still a healthy baby inside.. I told DH this and I got a look from him, that confirms to myself I am crazy.
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