I had my third miscarriage after bein 8 weeks into a pregnancy. I feel aweful. I might have even lost my job over it. Now that its happening and i see how im handleing it I feel even more aweful. I havent gone to work in like 3 days and I got really shit faced last night in hopes of feelin better but ofcourse it jus makes things worse. I honestly thought this time it was going to work. Im not sure why its happening either. Maybe its just not my time but i really hate to think about it that way. cuz i dont understand why it would begin to happen if it wasnt supposed to go through with it. horrible... still kinda feel lonely inside i dunno wut to do... im all sorts of messed up.
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