I have reached my crossroads. I have now experienced my 5th pregnancy loss in 18 months and this time has definately been my HARDEST. I am feeling very upset as I dont think I can go through this again, not only the loss but the whole anxiety that starts from the moment you do your pregnancy test. I still feel that my family is not complete even though I have 2 beautiful children.....(do I sound extremely selfish?) but now the hardest part is to make that decision and say THATS IT! My doctor thinks I should wait 6 months and get over what I have been through and then make a then make a decision, but how often can we put our bodies through this not only physically but also mentally?
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