i desperately want a baby (as im sure most of you do) my mc was just over a wk ago..i still can't even come close to grasping why this happened. i know a wk isnt very long to heal but i know in my heart that i wanted that baby more then ne thing in the world. my last pregnancy wasnt planned but we were both excited about it. ive always wanted to be a mother and that was like a dream come true. my bf wants to wait awhile b4 we try again..in fact ive already gone back on the pill. its so important to me that we have a baby when we r both ready but its killing me that he wants to wait. i can understand why he wants to wait but like the maternal part in me is coming out and i have these really strong feelings about having a baby..i probably seem so immature and selfish for feeling this way but i dont really have ne one else i can talk to about this. he knows i want a baby but i dont think he understand completely how empty i feel inside since we lost our baby. i cant sleep at night and im just not myself..i wish i would just stop feeling this way. its just so hard..advice please!
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