I had to deactivate my facebook because it seems like my whole friends list pregnant. Every week more pictures. Its like a slap in the face. I know I'm young and so are all these girls, but its not fair. I still want to be pregnant. I seriously sat down and considered my options adoption or keeping it. I changed my life so I would be able to raise my child. And now he/she is gone. All I can think about is wanting to get pregnant. I know I should waut and finish out school. And I know if I get pregnant now it will never fill the void of my little angel. But I forced myself to grow up to be the best mommy I could be. I lost all my friends cause I'm not in that party phase anymore. I want to be a mom. I lost my chance and now all these people I know are pregnant. Everywhere I go there's pregnant women. I can't get away from them.
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