It's 1 month today since i found out i was miscarrying and it was twins. I feel as bad today as i did that day at the hospital while i lay there on that bed doctors probing around me. Everyone thinks i should be back at work and moving on but i cant it hurts so much. I still cant sleep or eat and i feel like im going mad. Im getting married in aug and i dont even want to sort that. everyone say's it will take my mind off it but it,s not woking. I hate the feeling i feel and my mood's it's not fair. My kids dont understand why im not happy my son who's 12 keeps asking me why it happend i just want to scream. he dosent relise tho. i feel like im a alien noone ask,s how i am how im feeling not even my mum she just say's it wasnt ment to be. How do i deal with this ?I dont understand why this has happend.
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