So, I have been feeling extremely depressed lately. Not too long ago my girlfriend, who I love very much, became pregnant. I was so incredibly happy! I had so many plans for us. We are young (me=16 her=17) but I know that I could have given that baby the best things in the world. But unfortunately my happiness didn't last, about 7 weeks after we found out she was pregnant, there wasn't anything, and she then had the signs of a miscarriage. Needless to say, I felt dead. I became horribly depressed and I hated everything, and felt betrayed by everyone. I can't seem to feel better. It has been a couple of months and it still hurts and I want to be strong for my girlfriend because she is hurting to. But I feel at a loss because I can't even help myself. Advice?
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